Hmmmmmmm.

So I got a friend to do graphic design for this presentation I’m doing. I was paying her. I gave her the work 1 month ago. She didn’t finish it until last night and actually didn’t finish it. This is a massively important presentation

This morning the file couldn’t convert, but she had a lie in till midday so didn’t help

My friends had agreed to come meet me after I did the presentation. I could have gone home, it’d mean I’d not be on trains till 1am. Or I could have stayed at this really cool office with these amazing people.

But I left early to meet my friends. My friends who told me after I’d left that they were busy. And so now I’m just. Sitting around. For 4 hours. And then when they do turn up, they’ll just want to scalp me for industry info

Just feeling. Super fucking used tbh. And kind of pissed off. They can kinda get fucked honestly.

I’VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I’LL SAY IT AGAIN

WHITE WOMEN – THE STORIES OF WOMEN OF COLOUR WHO ARE MADE TO WORK AS SERVANTS FOR WHITE WOMEN BY SOCIAL AND ECONOMIC CIRCUMSTANCE – THOSE STORIES?

THEY ARE NOT ABOUT YOU

NO JAN. NO. THIS IS NOT A STORY ABOUT HOW YOU, WHITE SAVIOUR GODDESS THAT YOU ARE, SWOOPED IN TO DO FUCK ALL AND PAT YOURSELF ON THE BACK FOR IT

IF YOU GAVE A SHIT YOU WOULD BE OFFERING A PLATFORM AND AMPLIFYING THE VOICES OF THE PEOPLE ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING DISCRIMINATION AND SUFFERING BECAUSE OF INFRASTRUCTURAL, HISTORIC, SOCIAL, ECONOMIC AND POLITICAL RACISM.

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN