gonna be real. pretty sure the reason i’ve been obsessing over loki recently is the chaotic neutral thing. that alignment chart kinda snapped some things into place.

i like chaotic neutral because it’s freedom. no fetters, no traps. just freedom. 

y’know obvs half the time, esp in marvel, loki is written as chaotic evil. but honestly he, she, they are just freedom. free will. wilderness. anything that can happen will happen.

that’s so liberating (heh)

especially cos. for any number of reasons, i spent a very long time feeling trapped, and stifled, and helpless. more or less literally like a prisoner. and now i obsess over having my own space and being able to guard it and being able to choose who comes inside and i don’t know

i sympathise, i guess